Coming to Terms with it.

I have written countless blogs and not published them.

I have been selfish and kept my struggles and battles to myself.

Since I last wrote here I watched my Great-Aunt who was like a grandmother to me die through a locked door. I gained 40 pounds. I adopted another dog. I quit my job. My mom had knee surgery and we moved to a state we had previously never stepped foot in.

Suffice it to say I'm a bit of a mess.

I'm admitting here and now that I need to stop beating myself up for something I had no control over. That I need to stop eating myself into an oblivion. I need to be healthy. I need to be strong, because if I'm not who will be?

I need to go to therapy and I would like you to come on this crazy ride with me.

I can't promise I'll be perfect but I can promise to be better.